9/11/24 During post-meditation last night several significant things happened. My human bone mala kept sequestered on my altar back in Cambodia appeared very real and hung itself around my neck. It was like a blessing I didn’t quite understand until later the next day. Lying in bed in a state of profound pacification, I recited the King of Mantras. Remembering what the Guru said about the body of the Hevajra deity that day, I began to get a strong visual and feeling for his upper body like never before. All three spheres were abiding in a great deal of bliss and emptiness. And then my torso and limbs went into spontaneous yantras, with lots of contortions, writhing, and head shaking in a conscious spreading of the bodhicitta element. Not too long after that, while doing the fourth consecration wisdom meditation, with all the mandala chakras open and nectars and essence airs flowing, in a rush of upward moving energy I suddenly cried out, ‘I’ve had this dream before!’ It’s then a ...